Things to do when you don’t have to do shit

I suppose I could teach myself to program as well just like I taught myself the office programs like excel when I became the best that I have seen with it. Might be something to do with free time. Plus then I can walk in anywhere for a company and instead of interviewing I can go ahead and ask where they think a problem area might be or what they dream of and I can come up with solutions to just fix a few of their problems or make dreams reality.

What to do when there is nothing you have to do

Why not become a legend?

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=fde_1202967266

Leaning towards beating the world record on bench. I have done 85 lbs before for 50 per set.
Then got to 135 could do 50.
I did 185 for 50 like it was easy.
I think I could do 1100 lbs to beat world record with maybe a year or 2 of training while doing a 50 set per smokebreak.
Become an animal.
Sounds cool.
Plus some bragging rights.
Saw this through lupos site

http://chaosandpain.blogspot.com/2009/09/stemming-tide-of-deevolution.html?showComment=1256856042640#c6025618975368408396

Post fucking owns.
Yea kind of inspirational.

“Harden the fuck up”
Yea good shit.

Plus used to curl 165 for 8 reps.
Mua Mua hahahahahaha

I hypothesize though that doing reps of 50 for every excercise you do will actually make you a lot stronger and able to whip the ass of guys who do the 5,2,8 or 10 rep programs.

Like the ability to put the same power into 50 punches that the other guy through lifting reps of 10 is only able to put into 10 punches. So just have to live through ten punches. Try living through 50 though he he he

Lets say I do 50 reps curl at 50 pounds. Once I do that how many times will I be able to curl properly 165.

Talking controlling the weight too not the wight controlling you or bouncing to get it up. Talking perfect form reps one, two, three, to fifty.

Think will help with wrist problems as well rather than destroying the body too much.

For instance when I was doing the 165 curls on straight bench bar. My wrists did feel fucked up which caused me to stop basically.

When I did 50 reps on bench though never had a problem at all.

The ideal woman I used to dream of at 18 decribed in song

If high this is some smooth stuff.

Shit that helped get me through 5 years in Iraq

The country side and the city projects side.

I’m a soldier
I’m a soldier
Da da da da da dada
I’m a soldier
I’m a soldier
Yo

[Verse #1]
Never was a thug, just infatuated with guns
Never was a gangster, until I graduated into one
And got the rep of a villian, for weapon consealin’
Took the image of a thug kept shit appealing
Will it stick out my neck with respect if it meant life or death
Never lived to regret what I said
When your me, people just wanna see if its true
If it’s you, what your saying in your raps what you do
So they feel, it’s part of ya obligation of forefill
If they see you on the streets face to face are you for real?
The compitation ain’t no compisation if you feel
Your in violation, any hesitation? it’ll get you killed
If you feel it, kill it, you can conceal it, reveal it
Being reasonable will leave you full of bullets
Pull it, squeeze it, ’til its empty, tempt me, push me, pussies
I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze

[Chorus]
I’m a soldier
These shoulders hold up so much
They wont budge, I’ll never fall or fold up
I’m a soldier
Even if my collar bones crush or crumble
I will never slip or stumble
I’m a soldier
These shoulders hold up so much
They wont budge, I’ll never fall or fold up
I’m a soldier
Even if my collar bones crush or crumble
I will never stumble

[Verse #2]
I love pissing you off, it get’s me off
Like my lawyers, when the fucking judge lets me off
All you motherfuckers gotta do is set me off
I’ll violate, and all the motherfucking bet’s be off
I’m a lit fuse, anything I do just gets news
Pistol whipping mother fucker bouncer 6′2″
Who needs bullets? As soon as I pull it
You sweat bullets and excellent that method to get rid of the next bully
It’s actually better, cause instead of you murdering
You can heard of me come back, and again I kick dirt in them
Mr. pooring salt in your wounds, assault and get sued,
You can smuggle lawsuits as soon as I walks in the room
Everybody’s hearts just stops, they call the cops
All you see is bitches coming out their halter tops
Running and ducking up at Hot Rock’s parking lot
You’ll all get shot, whether its your fault or not

[Chorus]

[Verse #3]
I spit it slow so these kids know that I’m talking to em
Give it back to these damn critics and sock it to em
I’m like a thug, with a little bit of ‘Pac influence
I spew it, and look how I got you bitches rocking to it
You mother fuckers can never do it like I can do it
Don’t even try, you’ll look stupid, do not pursue it
Don’t ever run your life trying to knock the truse
I spit the illest shit ever, could drive me to it
So tic and toc, listen as the sound ticks on the clock
Listen to the sound of Kim as she licks on the cock
Listen to the sound of me spilling my heart through this pen
Mother fuckers know that I’ll never be Marshall again
Full of controversy, until I retire my jearsey
‘Til the fire inside dies and expires at 30
And Lord have mercy on anymore of these rappers that verse me
And put a curse on authorities, in the face of diversity

[Chorus]

Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left

Not Cornered

Well this worked 2 days ago. Now she already knows we are not steady relationship and that I am married and that it has no future.

Her looking through phone.
Me: what are you doing going through my shit
Her: looking for number of so and so to call them back
Me allright
Her who is (insert female name)
Me don’t ask stupid questions
Her: huffs off to take shower

Not brought up again.

WOW

Never thought I would see the day I would be calling rampage jackson a pussy but I am watching ultimate fighter and he keeps calling some dude titties and the dude offered to fight and rampage didn’t. Now goddang it if that ain’t a pussy. How you gonna call someone names and then back off when they say lets fight then. I’ll tell ya, when your a pussy. Then after he didn’t fight the dude. He was still calling him titties and letting others hold the dude back on the show. Then talking about how the dude better not walk up to him again or the dude would be in trouble. Then still talking shit after someone points that shit out. Dissapointing shit.

PS
Yea if rampage wanted me to back up the pussy comment I would step in the ring just to show the difference between a man and a pussy.

pss did I call this shit. The dude jackson was calling titties beat the shit out of jacksons contender and then choked the dude till he basically passed the fuck out. Thats what I am talking about.

psss naa fuck that jackson needs removed as coach. This dude is just a fucking idiot. His guy loses and he still making fun of dude wtf

Sacrifice

Some men are given a gift by god to have lived a life that includes the love of a good woman and having been given an opportunity to prove no greater love than to lay down their lives for their fellow man of their own free will. The ones left behind bear the brunt of this sacrifice on this earth yet should also take pride in the fact that their men died men in pursuit of something that is intangible. Something that cannot be measured in a timeframe of this world but will be illuminated past time, in the next life. That their shining example of sacrifice of all they were gives courage to those who struggle to make sense of a world. To see that men can still shoulder the burden of leadership with courage and still walk into the mouth of the beast of war even though they know they may not come back should be looked at as the highest honor.

To those who gave all they had.

I salute you,

From Spearhead

Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:28 am
””””””And there is also the fact that I would have no place in that society. Where does a genderqueer bisexual woman fit in a world where the gender roles are so distinctly drawn? I can tell you right now, I might have been a pretty good wife by today’s standards, but by Victorian ones, not a chance.”””””””

In the 2nd world country I go to no one cares if your bisexual or gay it is called a free country. In the us is it constructed where you are supposed to feel shame for being who you are. Like it is supposed to be a big deal that people accept you. When your a human being why shouldn’t you be accepted.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:29 am
”””””””’Black&German October 22, 2009 at 5:35 pm
Is that your view or a quasi feminist what is now expected of woman view at the detriment of their families even.
Obviously the latter, if you have read anything that I have written.

Beating is not something I would condone in any instance.
Co-sign. Why is that even up for discussion?

”””””””””

Because woman use there mouth to do evil men use their fists. It has become a very unequal playing field when men cannot retaliate through a slap to a crazed woman.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:31 am
There are worse things than death. Just seeing a man I knew yelled at all day. Jesus he had no options other than to leave or kill her. I mean she just wouldn’t listen to reason even from me. He was a “nice” guy though and just took it to try and make relationship work.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:32 am
Make no mistake though the devil was there and eating his soul through her fucking mouth.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:34 am
”””””julie October 22, 2009 at 10:15 pm
Harry says:

I have seen various politically-corrected BBC reporters recently frequenting places like Afghanistan, Iran, Iraq, Turkey, Morocco, and such places, and asking the women various leading questions such as, “What is it like to be treated as second-class citizens when compared to men?” – or words to that effect – and nearly all of these Muslim women do not accept that they are being treated as second-class citizens at all! – though, of course, I am sure that it will not be too long before the feminists manage to poison these Muslim women against their own men with their usual catalogue of ploys and lies.

Ah, good ol’ free speech at work. Makes you wonder why they want democracy.
””””””””’

They don’t more than likely. It is forced on a conquered country. Just like in bosnia where the divorce laws where forced on the now split countries. So you will now have men in those countries getting treated just like the slave men of the us.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 3:36 am
””””””’It’s funny, but when I read stories about Victorian women who went against the grain, I kind of envy the fact that they even had something to rebel against. As it is now, I’m slightly eccentric. In a more traditional society, I’d be a full-blown renegade, with all its attendant risks and dangers.

Scary, yes. But also exhillarating. What a way to live…
””””””””’

Yea there is no fringe unless your a man in the us then your always walking on the razor wire with spikes on each side.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 4:26 am
Harry

“What is it like to be treated…”

Well, weve all seen that particular stragedy used before, haven´t we??
A couple of years back, when the feminists were walking around, asking american women;”-have you ever had sex, although you didn´t want to?” They then took the numbers, did a little mingling around with them, and “Ta-daa!!” -Suddenly there´s a report stating, that one out of four women will be raped during their lifetime. I´ve even seen numbers such as 1 out of 2 !!-I don´t even know if that´s possible, when you think about it. -I´ve also noticed, how they will just keep throwing numbers and statistics into the air, -very seldom without backing them up with a source, and when they do, and you check it out, -they very rarely have any validation, or none at all. It seems to be the rule, rather than the exception that theyré just straight out lying, most of the time.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 4:29 am
””””” Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 4:26 am
”””””””’

Can you imagine if you added all of the aids statistics together right now from all the studies. We would not be on this blog right now. The world should be empty of humans.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 4:29 am
statistics on aids.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 4:30 am
But definetly is you put together all the other statistics everyone would have one leg and be completely fucked up.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 4:35 am
Gunslingergregi

True. You and me would definitely be the only ones in here, that´s for sure..
You´re a King fan, right ?

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:09 am
lol Yea I have tried to pattern my life after the gunslinger.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:11 am
Same theme of way of life going away and disintegration going on. Plus I already found the rose yet still alive kind of fucks things up a little he he he

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:12 am
Plus only 33 so yea uhh wierd shit.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:33 am
Same here-a gunslingers life doesn´t seem to bad, in comparison with some of the sad married guys, you see around…
Like his Bachman books the most.
“The Long Walk” is my favourite…
Now, there´s a movie someone should make..It would be cheap do, too!!
Haven´t found the rose, and if I did, I probably woulsn´t sit and stare at it..LOL!!!

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:34 am
A movie like that would put a whole new meaning to the word “Reality Show” !!!

. Renee October 23, 2009 at 5:36 am
Zed,

1) I’ve arranged my life so that women like you can’t screw it up by not getting it,

Oh good for you *claps hands*

2) life does a whole lot better job of teaching lessons than I can.

But of course.

The quality of your life will depend on the quality of your beliefs. If what you believe is correct, it will work out well for you. If it isn’t, then you can keep blaming it on someone else until you get sick and tired of having a tough life and decide to think about doing something about it.

Well since the core of my beliefs is Christianity and my belief in God, I’m pretty sure that it’ll work out well for me. And anyway, I’m not one to blame someone else for any hard time I have in my life.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:37 am
I found the rose and married her he he he

Yet failed in my objective to die a heros death.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:39 am
There was a movie done on the long walk somewhat. Soldier has parts of that the kids are running one falls out and is shot. Guys need some scenerios like that in their lives to make it meaningfull all this papertrail that ruines your life for mistakes forever but leaves you alive is female shit.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:40 am
Yea which is better for a man and more humane. Jail for 20 years or the long walk. The answer is obvious.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:41 am
But society can only be nice to people not kind.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:44 am
”””””’Well since the core of my beliefs is Christianity and my belief in God, I’m pretty sure that it’ll work out well for me. And anyway, I’m not one to blame someone else for any hard time I have in my life.”””””

So then you took the easy way out and believe in god and you will go to heaven. Why are you even on here worrying about anything. Your path is easy it is already chosen you just have to ride along till death.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:45 am
Gunslingergregi
“Yet failed in my objective..”

There´s still time..lol!!

Know where I canget that movie-I collect!!
And yeah, three fall downs, and you´re out….permanently…
A protected life is female shit.
Control=No fun=Lobotomized existence…

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:45 am
I did marry a foreign woman and of course will not move her to us. That is the key to being happily married he he he

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:48 am
Just go amazon order “soldier” kurt russell.

Yea there is still time but not as easy as you would think. I have placed myself in situations to be a hero 100’s of times but yet still haven’t gone the distance lol

Not as easy as it looks in movies. I have come up with some goals on my blog but they pale in comparison to the ultimate. Oh well may have to tone it down and live like a normal guy whos gonna take over the world he he he

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:48 am
Danger=Feeling alive..

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:56 am
Gunslingergregi
“I have placed myself in situations..”
You´re supposed to do something important, in the greater scheme of thingsfirst,me thinks…Life is hard to someone, who has to learn an important lesson…Buddism..Always worth it in the end…But..A Long Walk..;)

Got Soldier with Russel, -that´s not the Long Walk that I read..!

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:56 am
Yea kind of like the hurt song.

I focus on the pain the only thing thats real.
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything.
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
You could have it all my empire of dirt.

Don’t want to go out like that want to go out vibrant and for something.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:57 am
I know just a little bit of the theme.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:58 am
Yea I am beginning to think purpose while living is to make woman free not equal. There is a difference.

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 5:59 am
When you see injustice though it hurts and what better way than to go out blazing making a statement on injustice.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 5:59 am
Gunslingergregi
“so then you took the easy way…”

Justice !

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:00 am
sorry, thought that one were for me !!-hehe..

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:01 am
Gunslinger

Thumbs up on all accounts !!

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:04 am
TORA!_TORA!!-last word of the kamikazee-pilots

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:06 am
Gunslinger
“when you see injustice…”

You´ll be remembered well…

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 6:08 am
Even a small percentage of men unwilling to accept slavery would tilt balance so there was slavery for no man.

With the preponderance of religion maybe slavery is embedded in most men. Still working on that one. I myself have chosen slavery when not needed. My rose has no problem with being free. I think the west is the best at raising good slaves to be cogs in the machine and just be able to take injustice and loss of freedom as a normal thing. Still breaking free of the mental chains that bind.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:17 am
I also see the west as the place, where you are most likely to see a large percentage of the males, wondering why the are joining the corp-wheel, and choosing to go against the grain. I think that, that also is inbedded in the human nature..The desire to find out “what will happen, if I do this?” and “I wonder what´s on the other side of that hill?” and “Just because everybody is doing this, does that mean that I have to do it, too?-What will happen if I don´t??” and so on…

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:18 am
No new inventions without that…

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 6:20 am
Yea that is a point.

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:23 am
It´s very much a guy-thing, as opposed to:”I need to fit in, so they will like me!”-which is a very female way of thinking.I don´t care, -if people don´t like me, it´s usually a mutual feeling, and I will just go away…Easy as that..

. Kimskinovgorod October 23, 2009 at 6:27 am
I will go away…lol…got stuff to attend to..Cya!

. Gunslingergregi October 23, 2009 at 6:29 am
Maybe it is time to give up the dream of hero as I have already proved what I wanted there and was willing to go distance and focus on committing energy to making those I love comfortable in this world. But yea ok maybe my fear is the long walk and the pain that entails.

Elders

Jarred loose from thursdays post:

Gunslingergregi said…
Not agreeing with your hypothesis. We just think we are so advanced. All it ever comes down to to beat life and live it on your own terms is money. I have learned from my elders a lot actually just not in the us. My mother in law is awesome though in her actions. I mean she gets up and cooks for the whole family. She shows that elders used to be physically active in the lives of the extended family. We have kind of lost that with all the moving around and family stretched out over greater distances. What is life? A group of experiences. There are only so many things you can do on planet. It is your elders that can show you how to have a life well lived or whose knowledge can be built upon. Buying shit that makes money never gets old or outdated. There is no bla bla technological change that is so great that we have gone through. Your elders can show you how not to rely on anyone but yourself for your families wellbeing. This is what has been lost in losing touch with our elders in us. People worry about the grocery store not providing food in an emergency rather than just having a couple tons of rice sitting in the kitchen and being able to live indefinetly even if the “system” broke down.

2:17 PM

A show mad men

Well I kept hearing people make reference to draper from mad men and finally saw one show. The dude gets told in the show by some other guy boss type that the boss type knows how to make draper smile. The check was for 5k though lol and later on it goes to show how he has won all these awards and such for advertising and such. I just felt bad for the guy that he had to sneak with some chick off in her apartment to have sex. That is on him for not manning up and getting what he wants out of life. At the same time if he needs other things like another woman he should have the balls to tell his wife about that shit. Not have her sneaking into his locked desk drawer. His fault for choosing wrong woman. I don’t know he does have the low word count down. As far as being in control of his shit. Not feeling living like a scared bitch.