Shit that helped get me through 5 years in Iraq

October 28, 2009

The country side and the city projects side.

I’m a soldier
I’m a soldier
Da da da da da dada
I’m a soldier
I’m a soldier

[Verse #1]
Never was a thug, just infatuated with guns
Never was a gangster, until I graduated into one
And got the rep of a villian, for weapon consealin’
Took the image of a thug kept shit appealing
Will it stick out my neck with respect if it meant life or death
Never lived to regret what I said
When your me, people just wanna see if its true
If it’s you, what your saying in your raps what you do
So they feel, it’s part of ya obligation of forefill
If they see you on the streets face to face are you for real?
The compitation ain’t no compisation if you feel
Your in violation, any hesitation? it’ll get you killed
If you feel it, kill it, you can conceal it, reveal it
Being reasonable will leave you full of bullets
Pull it, squeeze it, ’til its empty, tempt me, push me, pussies
I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze

I’m a soldier
These shoulders hold up so much
They wont budge, I’ll never fall or fold up
I’m a soldier
Even if my collar bones crush or crumble
I will never slip or stumble
I’m a soldier
These shoulders hold up so much
They wont budge, I’ll never fall or fold up
I’m a soldier
Even if my collar bones crush or crumble
I will never stumble

[Verse #2]
I love pissing you off, it get’s me off
Like my lawyers, when the fucking judge lets me off
All you motherfuckers gotta do is set me off
I’ll violate, and all the motherfucking bet’s be off
I’m a lit fuse, anything I do just gets news
Pistol whipping mother fucker bouncer 6’2″
Who needs bullets? As soon as I pull it
You sweat bullets and excellent that method to get rid of the next bully
It’s actually better, cause instead of you murdering
You can heard of me come back, and again I kick dirt in them
Mr. pooring salt in your wounds, assault and get sued,
You can smuggle lawsuits as soon as I walks in the room
Everybody’s hearts just stops, they call the cops
All you see is bitches coming out their halter tops
Running and ducking up at Hot Rock’s parking lot
You’ll all get shot, whether its your fault or not


[Verse #3]
I spit it slow so these kids know that I’m talking to em
Give it back to these damn critics and sock it to em
I’m like a thug, with a little bit of ‘Pac influence
I spew it, and look how I got you bitches rocking to it
You mother fuckers can never do it like I can do it
Don’t even try, you’ll look stupid, do not pursue it
Don’t ever run your life trying to knock the truse
I spit the illest shit ever, could drive me to it
So tic and toc, listen as the sound ticks on the clock
Listen to the sound of Kim as she licks on the cock
Listen to the sound of me spilling my heart through this pen
Mother fuckers know that I’ll never be Marshall again
Full of controversy, until I retire my jearsey
‘Til the fire inside dies and expires at 30
And Lord have mercy on anymore of these rappers that verse me
And put a curse on authorities, in the face of diversity


Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left


Not Cornered

October 26, 2009

Well this worked 2 days ago. Now she already knows we are not steady relationship and that I am married and that it has no future.

Her looking through phone.
Me: what are you doing going through my shit
Her: looking for number of so and so to call them back
Me allright
Her who is (insert female name)
Me don’t ask stupid questions
Her: huffs off to take shower

Not brought up again.


October 26, 2009

Never thought I would see the day I would be calling rampage jackson a pussy but I am watching ultimate fighter and he keeps calling some dude titties and the dude offered to fight and rampage didn’t. Now goddang it if that ain’t a pussy. How you gonna call someone names and then back off when they say lets fight then. I’ll tell ya, when your a pussy. Then after he didn’t fight the dude. He was still calling him titties and letting others hold the dude back on the show. Then talking about how the dude better not walk up to him again or the dude would be in trouble. Then still talking shit after someone points that shit out. Dissapointing shit.

Yea if rampage wanted me to back up the pussy comment I would step in the ring just to show the difference between a man and a pussy.

pss did I call this shit. The dude jackson was calling titties beat the shit out of jacksons contender and then choked the dude till he basically passed the fuck out. Thats what I am talking about.

psss naa fuck that jackson needs removed as coach. This dude is just a fucking idiot. His guy loses and he still making fun of dude wtf


October 24, 2009

Some men are given a gift by god to have lived a life that includes the love of a good woman and having been given an opportunity to prove no greater love than to lay down their lives for their fellow man of their own free will. The ones left behind bear the brunt of this sacrifice on this earth yet should also take pride in the fact that their men died men in pursuit of something that is intangible. Something that cannot be measured in a timeframe of this world but will be illuminated past time, in the next life. That their shining example of sacrifice of all they were gives courage to those who struggle to make sense of a world. To see that men can still shoulder the burden of leadership with courage and still walk into the mouth of the beast of war even though they know they may not come back should be looked at as the highest honor.

To those who gave all they had.

I salute you,

From Spearhead

October 23, 2009


October 23, 2009

Jarred loose from thursdays post:

Gunslingergregi said…
Not agreeing with your hypothesis. We just think we are so advanced. All it ever comes down to to beat life and live it on your own terms is money. I have learned from my elders a lot actually just not in the us. My mother in law is awesome though in her actions. I mean she gets up and cooks for the whole family. She shows that elders used to be physically active in the lives of the extended family. We have kind of lost that with all the moving around and family stretched out over greater distances. What is life? A group of experiences. There are only so many things you can do on planet. It is your elders that can show you how to have a life well lived or whose knowledge can be built upon. Buying shit that makes money never gets old or outdated. There is no bla bla technological change that is so great that we have gone through. Your elders can show you how not to rely on anyone but yourself for your families wellbeing. This is what has been lost in losing touch with our elders in us. People worry about the grocery store not providing food in an emergency rather than just having a couple tons of rice sitting in the kitchen and being able to live indefinetly even if the “system” broke down.

2:17 PM

A show mad men

October 22, 2009

Well I kept hearing people make reference to draper from mad men and finally saw one show. The dude gets told in the show by some other guy boss type that the boss type knows how to make draper smile. The check was for 5k though lol and later on it goes to show how he has won all these awards and such for advertising and such. I just felt bad for the guy that he had to sneak with some chick off in her apartment to have sex. That is on him for not manning up and getting what he wants out of life. At the same time if he needs other things like another woman he should have the balls to tell his wife about that shit. Not have her sneaking into his locked desk drawer. His fault for choosing wrong woman. I don’t know he does have the low word count down. As far as being in control of his shit. Not feeling living like a scared bitch.

Tested again on indestructableness

October 20, 2009

Was in hospital for three days going back in wtf lol Catch ya on the other side.


October 16, 2009

Why Worry about the future

September 29, 2009

Saw this on lupos site brought it back. Cool song and really just have skills for basic needs and no worries. Got food check. Got your kid on the bike that runs the electricity he he he

Course if you have country and city skills unstoppable. Grow your food in country. Make your money in city. You can always drive in to have a little fun. Maybe that is secret either get a country girl that moved to the city or just a country girl. Got a country girl now working well.

Update note: May not want to listen to this song 10 times in row like I did and then continue to live life. Ended well but not well at same time. Oh well added another learning experience to life that most don’t see.